A little story, it's meant to be read at night.A story about a little man who wanted to be a somebody, wanted to acheive something, they say bad things happen to bad people....but they never tell you how much fun it is to be bad. Even when you say it,it kind of has a ring to it.if you know what i mean.Mafia,Drug Dealers,Assassins and all that crap,you can't say they are bad....they are just doing what they do best....killin people....and ripping us off.

And so we get to our story about this kid who had to go through all this shit when he was a child, even though his parents were there for him, and he had friends that were sort of close to him...he always felt alone, he wanted to be like the people in the movies, he wanted to live his life just as the great heads of this planet live theirs.

Every story has to have a place to start,for him this place was a small restaurant not far from where i am standing right now.After working his ass off all day and night for some money .... one day a guy came in busting through the door, by the look on his face we cold all see that he had money and style, he was the one thing this kid wanted to become.

As he came in, he shouted something about wanting the best of the best of what we had to offer.And that is what we did, we brought him the best food, best wine, and the very best waiters we had.

Luckilly me and my friend Ronny were just the guys for this, and so that guy ate and drank and partied all night long.

It was the best night ever, me and my friend promissed ourselves that we were gonna be just like him, we were going to have it all. And so from a order to another, we started talkin to him, we were like his mini entertaining group....always joking and making him feel welcome.

We were sucking up to the big man, thats how we all start, you need to start from the bottom or not start at all.

The night passed, and he as a fine gentleman paid all and left us a sweet tip.But besides that tip there was a note,a note that was going to change our perspective forever.

There are many who want the power of money and fame, but me and my friend....we had other plans, we wanted to be the most feared of them all,we wanted to be rememberd in history like the meanest fockin son's'bitches this country had ever seen.

And so we started, the note told us that we were expected at a party of his, and that he expected us to come wearing somethin' formal.So that is what we did, all that money we gathered from workin our asses, we bought ourselves some suits, the best that we cold find.

And so we went to this guys party, "it can't hurt us if we go" we said to ourselves.

That adress was not far away from us, a little neighbourhood called wineville.

Don't even think of askin me why wine because there was no fockin wine in that part of town....maybe they just liked the soud of it, or maybe i don't remember the freakin name.

As we got there in our fucked up car....our entire life's perpective changed drastically.

There were light's everywhere, Pretty girls walkin with ugly men,and if u tried real hard you could hear the music from outside...oh the music...i will never forget that violin playing for the first time in my ears.

To be continued.....

Yours trully,Godsent.

Life is just....

Just?Just get a CLUE !!!!life is let's see , booring and fun, lovely but sad, one minute you are in a puddle of dirt , the next you are in an air plane going into the adventure of your life...

That is life, u cannot classify it, it just ....is.

It's our fire that bruns a lot or doesn't burn at all , and all the things we go through are the recepies of our entire life ,some of them suck , but some of them tase as good as anything could ever taste.

So get out there and eat all u can eat , because the life goes out eventually.

Yours trully,GodSent.

Well let's just say that life is never too nice.Whenever u feel good, excited,happy and so on... That always has to be followed by something depressing,awful...well u get it,even though i feel what i feel and i do what i do....Drop by drop my life slips away...because thats what life is, it's a giant capsule of time full of beautiful and not so beautiful colors...it depends how those colors come, and in one little moment all those beautiful colors can turn gray...or black.

So this is life...so go out there and gather as much color as you can for you never know when u will run out.

Yours trully,Godsent.

This is what makes us all live longer :)) Nijikon is not just a place where u can go its a place where u get to meet people that make you laugh and have a greate time :) and i hope i was one of those people for all of you.Now the pic u wanted with me.

What is love ?

Well.What is love? exactlly what do you feel when you think you love...for me...its something u cannot really express in words even though i really loved only once,its like a bottle of water in the sun,or something that just needs to get out of your body,those stomach butterflies....or the shinning eyes that you have when you see your lover.It's not something you can taste or classify because each man or woman loves in a different way,some people love inconditioned others love only for interest...so heed my word when i tell you don't hide it...just go out there and start loving,because life is too short to stop loving and because this feeling is meant to be shared with the world and not to be kept inside.

Start loving the people around you and let others love you...and i guarantee that your life will be better,richer,and more exciting than ever before.

Yours trully,GodSent.

Scoala...

Hai sa zicem ca o sa fac un post si in romana....sa imi respect limba nu ? sa luam ca exemplu şcoala (liceu facultate etc etc ) eu vorbesc de scoala mea acum...ce facem noi la scoala in majoritatea timpului....pai in primul rand jucam carti nu ? Hai ca stiti voi ca am dreptate, pe langa carti strigam MAL de cel putin 3 ori pe zi de fiecare....pe langa asta ce facem... incercam sa invatam ceva... deşi nu prea avem ce....ne luam in gura cu unii profesori cand avem ocazia....plecam de la orele libere si mergem la cofetarie si acolo ne bem cafeaua....un moment in care te simti mai bine in care şti ca poti sa te linistesti si sa gandesti problema cu colegii tai deşi totul se poate strica din cauza unui ratat....asta nu e problema.... ramanem calmi nu ? ca doar asta e viata, te trece prin nenumarate teste iar daca innebunesti ... esti la fel de prost ca si cocalarii...o specie despre care o sa vorbim noi mai tarziu...

deci cand vi se va mai intampla ceva nu luati in serios caci mai mult nu se poate intampla...dak se intampla mai mult ei bine....cand voi reactiona in vreun fel o sa va anunt....pana atunci....ma duc sa imi beau cafeaua de seara.

Yours trully,GodSent.

Fuck.

Well that's one word to describe it...Fuck...yes..its like "plm" so much expresive energy in one little word. So i say fuck ...because this life sucks...its freaking boring...all we do is wake up go to school get back home eat sleep and then the day repeats itself....what ever happened to the times when a man would go on adventures...around the world,quests that made his life less of a shit hole....well we don't really know that because we are too freakin' controlled by the media and so on.In the early ages if u wanted to talk to someone u wold go to his/her home and freaking talk to him/her face to face...Now ....we have messenger and hi5 and internet and communication, phones and a shit-load of other devices that make us stay in our homes . making our life easier....bullshit,they are just making our lives a lot more boring....

Thats what i think about this life im currently in ....

Yours trully,GodSent.

2012 end of time...

Hmm right now i am going to share with you the secrets of my own twisted mind...in my opinion on 21 of december 2012 we are gonna get fucked....yes yes you heard me,just look around you,tornadoes,tidal waves,volcanic erruptions,soon we will be out of fuel...overpopulation, freakin stupidity is rising off the charts,plus we have this so-called divine thingy where the sun and our planet and the freakin center of the galaxy are going to aline...can you believe that ? thats like ....WTF....magnetic poles changing....too much CO2 to freaking breathe...time is speeding up...this is really fucked up....so,what do you think ? what are you going to do when the end comes...cuz i think ill be with a bottle in my hand and a smile on my face,this life is booring as it is...apocalipse...well that sounds interesting...so...let it come...i'll be waiting.

Yours trully,Godsent.

Our life.

As we get through our daily lives we rarely stop and admire the simple things,we are so blinded by our search for love,sex,entertainment that we never stop and think...Where am i going now ? what am i going to do ? if we would all stop and think about our own actions and about the world arround us we could make this place we live in.something different ,something special.

Yours trully,Godsent.